All glories all glories to Srila Prabhupada, Guru and Gauranga.
Today I saw the recording of your lecture on the mercy of Srila Prabhupada that you gave at Vrindavan on the 3rd of Nov 2016. Oh Maharaja, how much you miss Prabhupada. How much Prabhupada has done for all and how much you revere him. We have heard guru being addressed as – Guru Maharaja.
A recent incident helped me understand this more deeply.On the Diwali night (31st Oct 2016) after the traditional puja, Sri Ketan Prabhu (one of most active members of Sri Chaitanya Kutir) brought his mother from the hospital. She was hospitalised for 2 days for low sugar and asthama. After some good moments with the family at 2 in the night she left her body.This incident moved all a lot and grief struck them. Till now they are remembering her.
How much she cared for all. Though she was not well and had just come from the hospital, she made all the family members have food in front of her.You also said similar thing about Srila Prabhupada. How much he cared for all, just like mother. This made me realise to some extent why we address as Guru Maharaja. Could feel something when you expressed about missing Prabhupada.Only if you bless, can I understand the relation more properly and live to propagate the same(as you said, yasya prasadat bhagwad prasado). Only your blessings will give me strength to follow your instructions as life and soul.
Please forgive for my superficial understanding and offenses. Just sharing as felt something within for you.
Your insignificant servant,